Crew Member Shares Emotional Distress After Deluge of Harassment Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her emotional downturn after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.
The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, describing a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the aftermath of the flight.
She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and performed experiments during the mission, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her background – was drowned out under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after reaching space, she has stated the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she said.
She noted that despite the negativity, considerable good had come out of the experience, including spotlight on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
The Historic Journey
The self-operating spacecraft launched from its launch site in April, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that exceeded the edge of space.
The group of women also featured accomplished professionals from different industries.
The venture behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a Amazon founder.